Aku, Kebaya Top dan High-waisted Jeans.

From left: Hazreena, Syazwani, Hanis, Izzah, Athina, Izdiyani. Guy in black: Passer-by. At the front: Nabil.


Sometimes I have the feelings that people see me as someone who hangs out with my model friends, puff ciggies just to look cool and takes part in who has the latest it handbag when actually, I'd rather go to the lake and be touristy with my jinjang friends. Yes we’re jinjang and proud of it! We're so proud of it, we named ourselves AnGL3z_GurL1esZ. We even mispelled the word angel and change every 's' we see to 'z'. Yes we're that lame.So anyway, my beloved gang, AGZ, consists of 6 Anglez and one male. That one male has been with us forever and that one male is Nabil. He never complains (okay tipulah never, but rarely) whenever we make him take us to places, or teach us math on the same topic for the 6th time (thats was me, I admit haha). Indeed, he's a great friend. So when he left for college, I made a special letter for him and soon every Anglez started to follow. Mine was something like this:

Aku ingat lagi masa aku baru masuk sekolah. Budak baru, kampung sikit, tapi masa tuh aku ingat aku paling hot dalam Selangor. Encik Musawir kenalkan kita dengan menyuruh kita ambil apebende buku ke lcd punye bende ntah kat dalam kereta dia. Kau pun sembang2 ngan aku masa kat tangga dalam perjalanan gi kereta bapa kawan baik kita. Dari situ bermulalah babak hidup aku yang melibatkan kau, Nabil. Aku tau yang kau dulu minat aku. Iz pun tau yang kau dari dulu minat dia dan aku. Dan kita dua-dua tau yang Meon minat amat sangat kat aku. Tapi aku tetap dengan kau (sebagai sahabat handai je ah) dan menolak cinta Meon meskipun Meon ada muka iras kau, atau, sebab dia lagi tua dari kau, kau yang ada muka iras dia. Ya. Walaupun aku rasa muka kau lebih kepada Khai Dambaan Pilu. Nabil, kau seorang je yang paham kemalasan aku nak buat kerja sekolah (sebelum aku jumpa Shafiq ah). Setiap pagi, sebelum aku sempat tanya lagi, kau dah bagi buku Matematik 3 untuk aku tiru. Kau memang prihatin. Selalu kalau ada projek, aku pasti takkan pilih nak kumpulan dengan orang lain selain kau, sebab aku tau kau akan buat semua kerja. Kau memang rakan hebat. Nabil kau sangat pintar, otak cerdas, minda luas. Aku kagum dengan kau. Aku tau kau selalu makan kismis, sebab tu kau pandai, tapi takpe. Aku nak kagum jugak. Nabil, kalau satu hari nanti kau dah jumpa perempuan yang kau nak jadikan makwe, aku harap aku dapat kenal dia. DAN TANYA DIA EH BODOH KENAPA KAU PILIH LAKI NIH. Eh tak tak. Salah. Tu dalam hati je. Nabil, aku ingat lagi kau, dengan sifat rendah diri dan pemalu kau. Malu nak buat ujian oral bahase inggeris, malu nak pakai hensem lebih sikit, malu nak buat2 jadi pakwe aku untuk halau Meon gi maen jauh-jauh. Nabil, aku takkan lupakan kau, kawan aku yang paling baik (kategori lelaki). Aku takkan lupakan kau sebab bila bapak aku beli Berita Harian muka Khai ngan Rosma selalu kat cover. Aku takkan lupakan kau sebab bila kau balik nanti, mesti aku nak suruh kau bawak belanja makan sate Kajang ke apeape. Nabil, kau selalu buat diri aku rasa macam lawa. Selalu aku rasa sorang2 je. Tapi bila aku dah jumpa kau, kau lebih yakinkan aku. Kau selalu nak aku jadi peragawati. Kau percaya pada aku. Kebolehan aku. Nabil, terima kasih untuk segalanya. Terima kasih untuk memori ini. Marilah kita (okay aku tau ayat "marilah kita" ni bunyik macam dikir barat sikit tapi kau baca ah dgn nada biasa je) dewasa bersama. Nabil Aizat, kawan baikku, bekas ahli kelab boling Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Seafield.


I wrote the letter with all my heart, though it may sound unserious and some parts were jokingly harsh, we know each other and that letter meant alot to us as it was filled with memories. It sounded like we bullied him all the time but no, he loved all the attention and he was more than happy to spend his time helping those in need (the useless 6 Anglez wtf). Anyway this entry is not about Nabil but more about AGZ hehe sorry I got carried away. More about AGZ:

Pengerusi : Athina a.k.a
tynzz_anglez_gurliesz_im_inlurvez2

Naib Pengkerusi: Nabil a.k.a beylz²_anglez_gurliesz_lonely_boyz

Setiausaha : Izdiyani a.k.a yanieysz_anglez_gurliesz_mwaxxmwax_miszymwax

Naib Setiausaha: Izzah a.k.a jahzzyz_anglez_gurliesz_pinkyzz_4evaz

Bendahari : Syazwani a.k.a syazzoz_anglez_gurliesz_winkiewinkyzz_muhlyfezz

Naib Bendahari:Hazreena a.k.a huzzyliciousz_anglez_gurliesz_glitterz_moonlytesz

Ajk tingkatan lima : Hanis a.k.a honeyzz_anglez_gurliesz_nottyahaxx_sparklingsz

I got the lowest position because I failed to attend our annual Pemilihan Kuasa session since I shifted to other school for our last year of highschool. Despite me going to different school, we never drift apart because everyone made extra effort to stay close. Like webcam, supersavers, and car rides.


I love AGZ because we keep each other grounded, we do legal things for fun, we support each other in anything at all, and we understand each other so much that everyone is the same but different in so many ways (sorry I dont even understand my own sentence sometimes). Like Izdiyani said, Variety But Chemistry. The lamest environment can turn into the most awesome atmosphere with you people around. Going to Summit Subang USJ can never sound cooler without you Anglez and that one male. Yes our ideas of fun involve crossing the zebra-crossing with funny walking style to provide entertainment for the patient drivers and trying our luck with egg toy machine from the kedai runcit (you simply know what you’re gonna get but amazingly you surprise yourself each time!). Haha lame, but not as pathetic as eating in Hartamas alone :P The best idea yet was setting up our own private Myspace account under the name The AGZ so we can share secrets, go down memory lane with songs from Spice Girls and Sheila On 7, discuss our obsessions over Chua from Geng Bas Sekolah and plan outings in it. I just love the way we spill our hearts out and update each other there without wasting money (which is often needed for future outings that involve food and loads of it) . Im glad I get to spend this raya with you guys and I'm glad we are able to forgive our zahir and our batin with each other. The best thing to do for your soul is to forgive. With AGZ, there are always ups and downs, and that my friend, what makes the ride worthwhile :)